AnonymousDo you think Justin wants kids? He has been posting alot of pictures of him as a kid lately
… If that’s even JT himself who’s posting those.
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Hi, Britney, nice to meet you. Oh yes I have already been warned by my friends how that dynamic will change things even more. I hope for my sake along with Peter and Micah’s things will not change. I really like how things are working in our favor if that makes sense. Micah is two and a half. He is a ball of energy in his terrible two stages, I guess you can understand that with two boys.
Does your boyfriend have kids? I ask because mine has a little girl and I think that helps with the understanding issue of time with Micah.
I feel like as long as you- as a parent, you know- are aware of how things are working right now and, like, which things might change and stuff like that.. that’s, like,the most important, you know? The hardest and also the best part is how the kids get much more actively involved in planning where they’re staying. It’s, like, ever since their baby sisters have been born, it seems like there’s so much of, like, ‘We’re doing this and that with Jordy’ or ‘They’re taking Peyton here and there and we wanna go!’ It’s a challenge to fit everybody’s wishes into the schedule, but it’s also, like, really really amazing to see how excited they are when they’re in charge.
D’aweh, Micah is so young then? That is so cool! As much as Jayden’s- my younger son- tantrums were, like, freakin’ crazy at that age- now I’m wishing I had the energy to learn to cherish them too, because, oh my gosh… They grow up too quickly. Are you planning or wishing to have more children some time in the future? My goal for the next one is to definitely be aware that every moment passes by within a blink of an eye, so I feel like I’ll have to remind myself of that even when the baby is acting up too much to handle, you know?
Justin? Oh no, no, he’s a natural. It’s amazing how, like, in spite of my faith and stuff like that, he and the boys still manage to surprisingly amaze me sometimes. We had to learn a life lesson about handling crazy and very distanced schedules a long time ago, so now it’s a valuable reminder in some moments. And how old is Jensen’s daughter, are Micah and her best little buddies already?
See this is bullshit and I have to be done with it because 1] I'd never play the victim card. You ask me to open up and to be honest, but when I do, I'm playing the victim? No. And that's why I don't fucking open up--because every time I do I'm either judged or criticized, so really? What's the fucking point? And no, I'm pretty sure I'm not. It's pretty cut and dry. You think it's fucked up I slept with Zac because of Vanessa and the fact that I didn't tell you, and I don't. It's simple. I don't. Vanessa and I aren't besties--if anything Zac and I are besties. I was looking at it like I was sleeping with a friends ex, I looked at it as I was sleeping with one of my friends--hence why I didn't think it was a big deal! So sorry if no, I don't know why you'd think it was a big deal. I mean, maybe because you're friends with all three of us? I mean, I see it now, but at the time, it wasn't like I thought about it. And the fact that I didn't tell you is because I didn't tell anyone. I /never/ tell anyone, so I don't get why you are taking it personally. Because besides the fact that you are friends with Zac and you are friends with me, that's about as far as it goes to having anything to do with you or Justin. I'm a fucked up person Britt and I'll be the first to admit it. But right now? I don't see how you can be making this a big deal. If anything, I should, because he was the one who put my life on blast on twitter and some how that topic turned into how I have shitty morals, which, for the record. Maybe your right, maybe I do. Maybe I'm not the person you thought I was and I'm sorry for that. But I can't change who I am or what i've done or how I think. I care about you so much. And you've helped me through some of the worst times in my life and I'll be forever in debited to you and thankful. But if this is something you feel so strongly about, then I get it. I don't know what more I can do.
Fine then, whatever. This was the last time I made any deal-no matter how big or small- about something you did. Because we're definitely two different people. Now, should I even ask about why you got arrested or are you shut down on the matter in order not to be judged and criticized? - This is also a followup question you'll always be getting from this day on.
Britt it's not bullshit. But at this point, I really can't keep explaining myself to you. Not everything I do in life you're going to like and I can't always be wondering if you are. I kinda was under the impression that we both had a similar life motto that people are flawed and were allowed to make mistakes and have their own thoughts and views. And now it's like you're sitting here judging me? I mean fucking really? Can you maybe look back at what you just said? I expected this kinda shit from other people, and I expected you to possibly not be happy, but I didn't expect for you to come down on me like this, not you. And the whole "I'm not surprised' comment. I mean fucking really? Are you listening to the things your saying right now, B? Because honestly? It feels like you're acting like you're better then me, and you've never done that. Ever. And it hurts. A lot. But ya know what? Don't worry about it. Forget I mentioned it. I'm fine. See ya around because obviously there's nothing more I can say, and honestly, I'm not gunna sit here and take shit like I'm 12 years old getting yelled at by my mother. I have a lot on my plate right now--a lot. And I can't take this right now, I can't. Maybe it sounds selfish or harsh, but it's the truth.
First of all, I'd appreciate it if you weren't playing the victim card when I'm trying to have an honest to God conversation here.
Secondly, you're taking everything out of context and that's honestly pissing me off right now. I'm not pretending to be better than you nor am I shutting down what I said about making mistakes and thinking outside the box. I don't need you to submit daily reports about everything you do, but I do expect my friends to tell me when they sleep with my other friends or when they're hanging out with certain people that belong in my past for a reason or, you know, to be on the same page with me when it comes to understanding that we should make mistakes but then we should also take responsibility for them. You wouldn't care if your friend slept with your horrible ex, sure, but has it ever crossed your mind that Vanessa would? And, has it ever even occurred to you to stop and think whether I'd take any of this as a big deal? ... obviously not. Which leads us to why I'm not surprised you got arrested- at this point I wouldn't be surprised even if you said you were married with ten kids- the biggest shock here is the realization that you're exactly the type of persons I'm keeping away from my family and myself. But I love you, hence why all of this is an attempt to find any reason not to break our whole thing apart.